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i hate him
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[06 Jun 2011|12:47pm] |
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Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am, a utopian citizen
Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism
Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreaming
And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief
I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here
I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind
Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
Cause I don't want to keep on believing in illusions
I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here
Sometimes I can't explain
And I'm so sorry that I can't
I'll try to concentrate
On your true identity
I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here
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[02 Jun 2011|06:50pm] |
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Okay well I cant stop thinking about him. I want to yell at him. I want to hate him forever and have him know that. I need to stop fb creeping him. Its not like he even goes on it anyways to update. I want to be able to forget about him. It's just so hard. I do not know how people do it. Plus talking to my friends are no help because one is in the same boat. She loves jerks and will deff go be with her ex even though he hooked up with 5 ppl in one night & slept with 2. And shes willingly throwing herself back at him. I dont want to do that same, but its just he is on my mind. Only because i am home now and he is so close. He's adjusted and moved on. I have had guys. I've gotta stop thinking about him. AND DO NOT TEXT HIM.
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| Oovoo |
[26 May 2011|02:00am] |
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I love my KU friends :D going to nellas house sunday!!!!
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[23 May 2011|09:55pm] |
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Freshman year of college flew by, I couldn't have asked for a better year. But now it's back to D-towwn. Hopefully I will work a lot. I start working at Spotless tomorrow at a place in Chinchilla. I drove to it today. The old me would be very nervous, but so far I am relaxed and excited to start tomorrow at 7am. There is a downside, well I will manage, but the computers are all different than the ones I am used to. Plus, it is only a dry cleaners, not a laundromat. So there will be nothing to do. (I will fill you in if that is completely untrue or not tomorrow)
Friends
I miss Aaron a lot! We talked on the phone the other night. It was cute.
I talk to James occasionally on the phone. (We dated and broke up finals week)
I am planning to visit my friends from school this weekend. It'll be the first time we see each other besides Oovooing. Of course we will oovoo tomorrow's glee together.
My friends here, I have a few.. they are boring. I'm thankful for them, but we don't do much. Last night, we had nothing to do, so we dyed my hair. Can't tell though, don't think we did it right.
Anyways..
I should get to sleep. I have to be up early to be in chinchilla at 7!
Until next time,
Grace :)
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| one week done |
[24 Jan 2011|11:03pm] |
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School:
last week was torture on a plate. I came to school only to realize my loan didnt go through so KU decided to cancel all my classes and tell me to leave campus. Luckily i got it all situated but it took me a few days and it was so frustrating. I cried a few times, but i was surprisingly calm and in control. Even though I ordered all my books for my last classes, I couldn't take them anymore and had to pick all new classes and spend $445 on new books at the bookstore bc I needed the books asap. I wasted so much money on these damn books :/
Boys:
Aaron- my best friend from last semester kinda replaced me with matt- his new workout buddy. I miss aaron. I mean we are still bffs but not so much
Andy- not sure if he is creeping on me or what.. but I like it.
James- Is practically my boyfriend. I mean we see each other everyday, he takes me places, movies, meeting the families, cuddling, doing such & so on. Somedays I like him a lot and others, I wonder why I even like him. But when I have the "i like him" days, its a BIG LIKE. My friends like him.. i think. My sister doesnt. I dont know what i'll do with him. He cares a lot about me.
Nick- my ex, i messaged him the other day, he never wrote back. oh well
Other:
I've been feeling pretty down, but hopefully i'll feel better after a good nights rest.
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Totally sorry for slacking on IJ, whenever i start writing, i always have something going on. Now it's just playing catch up with my school work. I hope everyone had a nice halloween weekend.
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| Summer Lovin |
[10 Aug 2009|11:41am] |
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Time for an update.
I haven't been writing much. I think if I did I would feel better about myself. So this is worth a shot.
Lets see...
I have a boyfriend, his name is Nick. He is 16 and I am 18. I hate that I am older than him.. it bugs me so much and it shouldn't. I don't act like an 18 year old though at all so I guess it's not that bad. Hopefully dating a minor doesn't get me in trouble lol.
Soccer is starting and it feels good to exercise. I always say I wish I exercised. Well that is my fault because I never do. I could be exercising now.. but I rather talk about how I should be.
My brother is in Italy and he left the house a mess and once he comes back he is going to college the next day so all his stuff is just here and so unorganized and he excepts it to be all clean when he gets back. I love him and I hate him haha.
Speaking of hate.. I HATE FLEAS. All my animals have fleas and they are all over my room, my couches, my socks.. I can't function. It's horrible.
Summer reading.. 5 books Read two. Halfway done with the 3rd. Two more but I dont have them.. well I do somewhere but I don't know where and my room is too infested with fleas to do digging around for some books that I don't want to read.
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[26 Aug 2008|10:58am] |
comment to be added
just made this journal. bare with me til i spice it up a bit.
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